I am officially ...

Yesssss

I wanna admit now ,

I'm such a stalker !

Ups , but not that bad :)

Btw , benci lah semut !

Tolong eh pergi dari meja study saye ?

And youuu , imy :0




Love , Yana ♥

Vampire Diaries vs Ponti Anak Remaja

okay , entry kali neh tak bermaksud nak mengutuk atau memuji sapesape . just an opinion of mine :) perasan atau tak , cerita ponti anak remaja neh same macam cerita vampire diaries kan ? memang lahh tak exactly same but most of the part are commanly same ! the gist idea about the vampire stuffy is all the same . pasal boleh bace fikiran manusia , boleh tengok masa hadapan , bole pukau melalui mata , makan darah manusia ohh !! aku happy bile tengok cerita ponti anak remaja neh because im just freaking obsess to vampires thingy tapi terase macam cliche bile perasan yang cerita tuh just exactly macam cerita vampire diaries :'(

btw , nak komen sket lakonan liyana jasmay dalam cerita ponti anak remaja neh. yes , memang minat dekat liyana jasmay cause she's cute and energetic in person tapi lakonan dalam cerita ponti anak remaja agak mengecewakan , nampak sangat gedik dan annoying dan bajet-western duhh =.='' memang tak boleh tanding nina dobrev dalam vampire diaries okay ?

Love , Yana ♥

Bring Me Out Of The Curse

when it comes to make a decision , it always hard for me . i've been through this a few times before . and i hate those kind of feelings which i can never concentrate on my daily routine and i make a lot of calls for asking some suggestion from the elders . i finished my credit rm10 for two days only for this practical thingy ! isn't that bad ? i've been through this once when i've to decide whether to further on my diploma in accountancy or matriculation at perak . i was so messy thinking about the best decision i should made . i do calls my senior and my teacher . too bad when i am so depending person because i will make a decision based on my friend's decision . the main reason because i'm fear to adopt new environment and taking a risk for the decision i've made . simple to say , i am a risk adverse person ! ohh :( if people look at me , i'm very sure they will like 100% unbelieved me since i look so independent and easy going person but the fact is i'am not , not at all . i would rather have limited choice rather than lots of choices which make me more confuse . please A , guide me to make this decision . sangat buntu :'(

Love , Yana ♥

I Need A New Therapy

yesza , tah kenape asek sebot jewp perkataan tuh kebelakangan ni . okay , tajok dalam english tapi entry kali ni totally in bahasa . mungkin sebab tekanan yang di alami , maka takde mood nak tulis dalam english . blog ni aku create sebab nak jadi tempat aku bercerita dengan diri sendiri and lepaskan tekanan , so if u all rase annoying bile bace blog ni , feel free to click the x-button at the right on the top okay ?

lets start ! kenape kebelakangan ni aku rase macam everything is not right . impak dari process adoption yang aku alami kot ? macam susah sangat nak terima sesuatu yang baru ? kenape tah ? aku memang degil ke ? yes , tapi aku takde la sampai orang kedah cakap , ketegaq ! atau mungkin aku ego ? ye aku ego eh tapi takde lah ego sangat , atau mungkin aku memang ego tapi aku taknak mengaku ? urgh !

seriously , i miss my school days . hah like seriously i mean it ! zaman hanya perlu bermalas-malasan tanpa menyiapkan homework yang cikgu kasi dan makan lauk ayam masak merah dekat DM . petang2 tido kat prep pastu malam berborak non stop . tapi result still maintain konon nye macam aku belajar stay up sampai pukul 3 pagi . aku suke giler perasaan tu :)

tapi sekarang ? aku kene stay up sampai pukul 5 pagi but still result nye macam lah aku ni setiap kali pukul 12 dah tido haaa . penat ! aku penat ! dala menapak ke kelas memang menguji kesabaran aku . even aku menapak sampai ketiak basah berpeluh-peluh tapi badan aku tetap maintain macam aku makan ayam goreng mekdi hari-hari . then belum masok part kerje kumpulan , hah yang tu aku memang malas nak komen . simpan jelaa , itu yang terbaek agak nye .

kadang-kadang aku rase macam nak tukar uni hah uitm boleh tak ? aku nak masok um atau ukm tapi aku still nak bayar yuran macam dekat uitm hehe * kedekot kan aku ? aku ade impian ! aku selalu cakap kat WAWA yang aku kan nak pergi kat satu tempat yang aku tak kenal orang and orang pon tak kenal aku . pastu aku nak mulakan hidup baru yeah :) tapi yang best , aku nak kahwin . awak , awak yang kat sane tuh , cepat la pinang saye ! HAHA :D

Love , Yana ♥

How Should I Start ?

yeah , everyone's expecting life campus is the most interesting and fun , but not me . i'm not sure why i'm making this statement . life becomes harder and i always failed to manage it well . i cant even imagine hows my life is going to be when i working in future . the best part of my life is during primary school . i do involve in every event that my school organize and its fun . i didn't have to study hard , stay up at late night but still i manage to get good result :) the second best part of my life is during secondary school , which i gain a lots of experience there . i have my own clan and they are the best friends i ever had . they always helping each other and i've learn so much from them . ohh i miss u guys like i really mean it :') currently i'm studying at uni and i found that life is sooo difficult and much different . i would never mention it in details because i've my own reason why not to do so and for the sake of everyone including me . every semester i wish it could be much better but conversely happen :(( i cant wait to live the next part of my life . and i really hope its better . i'll make sure i landed my goal precisely because i think i did not do that in my uni life and thats why things became like this .

Love , Yana ♥