30 January 2012

So-Called My Talk

I'm in need of help.

Do you have any idea how I feel right now? Have you ever feel like you've trusted someone so hard but he ended up bragging your details to everyone? Okay, way to exaggerate. Maybe not everyone but a close friend of mine? That's hurt more. How you expect me to react? You said that I am your best friend but I don't even feel like one except more like an option when you need something. It must have looked so stupid to trust him again, but what if he's the only person you could be yourself with? It does seems irrational, trusting him over and over again. Sheesh.

So, who is to blame?
Myself? Yes, maybe.
The one that I trusted? Perhaps.
My other half? No. I don't think so.

But seriously, I never would expect you to do this. Well maybe it doesn't look like a big deal for you but it is for me. I know I have no right to told you what you should and shouldn't do. I thought that we could be more close when you here but it the opposite I guess. I am sorry if I act beyond our friendship. I just wish you happy and don't do what you've done to me to the others.

Well, thanks a lot. You really make my day.

Love , Yana ♥

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