2010

4 January - First day class ngantok sangat .

15 January - Yes , AH dah ade internet kat rumah , boleh ym selalu yeay .

23 January - Ohh gaduh terok .

14 February - Bloggie baru lahir yesza .

28 February - The last day text dengan AH fuhhh

11 March - He's taken , pity me .

15 March - A , ure the right person at the right place and time .

14 March - Dapat test CRG and pergh paling 'bagos' markah .

20 March - Yeah , another scar created ! sakit , sfu !

16 April - Final exam , kelam kabot and shit assignment FAR400 .

20 May - Hello eastwear :')

28 May - Hah nfw ? AH text me giving his new num .

7 June - Ok A u just too much , gth .

25 June - Ohh even tak dean list still grateful .

30 June - Last day dekat eastwear , bye peeps .

3 July - Sem 5 , semangat baru , bilik baru and hye ekin .

11 July - Final WCF , go-go Brasil yeah eh salah spain :P

31 July - SAF again , time to run .

3 September - I'm getting old , damn (_ _'') oh and thanks wawa for the day :D

9 September - Happy Eid and go green theme for this year .

19 September - Thanks blackcrowrians for the moment .

11 October - Yeay my last paper horey .
16 October - Spending quality time with A .

21 October - Mama left us :'(

21 November - Spending all day watching VD , psst i love damon .
9 December - Result terok seumur hidup , sekian .

15 December - Feeling bad , too bad ! fml .

22 December - Ohh AH come again with his sweet talking attitude .

26 December - Meet WS after 2 years ohhh imy .

Love , Yana ♥

Minda Manusia Yang Pelik

Past . Sometimes I'm not proud of it . Sometimes I wish I could erase it with just a snap of my fingers . Sometimes I felt embarrased whenever people brought it up . Sometimes I wish I have more money to pay people to shut up . I cannot pretend that they never happened . I'm sorry . You are not the same , not at all . I love you genuinely and straight from the heart . I never intended to see you compare or feel second-graded . To those who it may concern , I adore you and I wish to take care and be taken care of by you . What happened in the past of yours and mine are now beyond our power . With God's will , this will all remain the same , Insyaallah :') And please stop encourage me to remember the PAST .

Love , Yana ♥

How I Wish

Love , Yana ♥

Syukran A

hari ini happy sangat . i just got a message from cik amani saying that i got A- for LAW485 . ohhh thank god , ALHAMDULILLAH :) memang mulemule sedey bile dapat tahu kene repeat paper tuh , fik siap call aku pagipagi just nak tanye result aku . tup tup system error , okay still ade harapan aku tak payah repeat paper tuh but then aku still cuak sebab aku perlu dapat at least A- untuk dapat gpa yang cantek . and alhamdulillah again , i achieved A- and yeay horey !

Love , Yana ♥ 

Bangi's Walkway

yessza :) morning ? oh salah dah malam sekarang . aku penat sangat beberape hari lepas sebab keluar straight 4 hari . ohh yess , sebagai seorang yang malas dan suke tido aku memang betol2 rase penat . sehari selepas agenda keluar berturut2 aku spend a day just laying on my bed sambil tengok glee * terpakse tengok glee sebab vampire diaries yang baru tak keluar2 lagi :( ohh rindu yang mendalam dekat damon . huh ?! okay enough crapping grr .

actually post neh adalah sebab aku nak post gambar aku meet up dengan farihah and nadia yang dah lame giles kitorang tak spend time samesame . walaupon farihah tu study dekat ukm yang mana dekat giler dengan umah aku * tak sampai 10 minit . and nadia yang samesame study dengan aku kat s.alam * satu faculty lagi okay . tapi disebabkan aku seorang yang sangat popular dan mereka masing2 ade komitment menyebabkan kitorang dah lame tak berbuat aksi lucah bersama :) 

we all jumpe around pukul 2 petang , tu pon setelah aku bersungguh piat mate supaya boleh bangun . farihah datang rumah aku and we all lunch kat aneka selera * kedai abang handsome aww . then heading to alamanda and tengok cerita TRON YANG BESH GILES BAGI AKU ! haha jarang jep perempuan emosi and jiwang seperti aku suke cerita tron ! tapi taktau kenapae tron neh besh sangat * 15 star aku kasi :)) after that , we all singgah ukm , solat , mandi * tapi aku tak mandi lahh :S then heading to uptown pulak lepas makan kenyangkenyang kat village view yang ramai waiter lelaki . hey hey bangi pon ade uptown yee , besar jugak and tak crowded macam s.alam , me likey ! lepas neh harihari nak bawak mama datang uptown supaya aku dapat pau mama beli satu jeans kelabu yang exactly macam nadia beli aritu hehehehe . penat giler tapi aku gagah kan jugak nak teman farihah beli mekdi and we all jumpe abang aw yang cari gaduh dengan farihah ! haha dan2 die yang jage order tuhhh . lepas tuh aku balik uma tepat pukul 1 pagi . mengantok tahap babeng ! teros aku zzzz .

Love , Yana ♥

The Worst Holiday Ever

1. I spend my holidays without mama because she's visiting akak at Cardiff .
2. I am officially broke since I just have RM50 in my account .
3. I missed the ASC program for the some reason :"(
4. I had a fight with someone .
5. I cannot work during this sem break cause I have to take care of ayah .
6. I do a lot of bad things which I rather to kept to myself what it is .
7. I lied to few person which I concern the most :S
8. I got the worst result ever .
9. I have to wait for my real result as there are problem with the system .
10. I have to do so many things by my self .
11. I just keep repeat the boring routine at home .
12. I don't do much hang out with my friends .
13. I became so angry and senseless person because I am all alone .
14. I hit the gate in front of my house .
15. I just realized that my boyfriend and I didn't have much chemistry .


Please , I need someone to talk to .  * please ignore my grammatical errors since I just cannot think straight :'(

Love , Yana ♥

Marah Sangat

im angry

everything is not right

urghh bongok !

tade mood dah nak tulis apeape

aaaa fulstop !

Love , Yana ♥

Send You Back ?

history .

it's not something u can simply delete .

there's no delete button , no F5 , no backspace .

all u can do is remember and ignore and hope things will work out your way .

Love , Yana ♥

Lesson To Learn

semester 1 lesson : adikadik , friends and whoever it may concern , please do well in tests and quizzes to maintain your carrymark . it is the part that u have to focus more in order to get a good gpa . trust me , ive experienced before . once ure not perform in your carrymark , it will effect directly in your final ! be prepared in test 1 and test 2 :)

semester 5 lesson : adikadik , friends and whoever it may concern , please keep writting during final . even if u dont know exactly your point still u should not leave it blank . crap whatever u think related to the answer . try hard to think and push your self during answering . dont be so dependable on your carrymark :)

so kuncup , for the upcoming semester , please balance it well . either carry mark or final , both are important ! keep working darl , i know i can improve :)

Love , Yana ♥

Our Souls To Take

kejadian adalah pada 9 december 2010 tapi post ini telah di-delay sehingga ke hari ini . mungkin sebab kemalasan yang melanda author semakin menjadi-jadi bile cuti hanya tinggal seminggu lagi hehe . atau mungkin sebab author makin hari makin bosan dengan cara penulisan die hingga idea yang di harap tak kunjung tiba . so , kalau entry kali neh berbau agak kebosanan please kindly ignore my writting dan focus pada gambar2 di bawah sahaje :)

kami meet up kat mid velley and macam biase aku lah yang paling lambat . okay guys , aku bukan sajesaje datang lambat tapi sebab abang aku pakai kete and aku takde transpot :( duhh geram but still grateful dapat jugak jumpe u all hehe . cite my soul to take yang korang beli tanpa pengetahuan aku tuh memang kurang menarek ! haha ! walaupon besh farihah kate tapi still aku boleh bagi 4 over 10 jepp :S then , were having cake sempena convocation untuk izyan ! ohh izyan , happy graduation day ! i am looking to grade with u 2012 nanti yeay ! same goes with the others :) tapi bole grade ngan izyan & leen jewp sebab same uni haha :D were having fun as usual , gelak tak hentihenti , biase lah , black crows bersatu haha . im all tired and arrived home at 9 since i went to my sis office and wait for her ;)

Love , Yana ♥

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HAHAHA

Love , Yana ♥

Ohh Miss Cucup

okeh , the entry is specially dedicate to ashireen natasha

she called me CUCUP instead of KUNCUP

and i think i loikeee it :)

omel kan kawan2 ?

Love , Yana ♥

Frienemy ?

A : Hello , there .
B : Yes , hello .

A : Have you met my friend here ?

B : Oh no , not yet .

A : Okay , let me introduce you to my friend .

B : Oh , ok .

A : His name is jealousy . Dont be too friendly with him . He bites and kills and destroys .

B : Well , then . I got to go now .

Let me rephrase , jealousy kills , people .

NEWSFLASH !

If you ever come across jealousy , run away faster than Watson Nyambek . Run , Run , Run !

Love , Yana ♥

Pathetic Me

its a cold night

it almost 5 and i didnt sleep yet

just , i miss you a lot

im sorry for having this feeling

:(

'' kau hadir bila tiba waktunya

tidak di undang tak jua di pinta

walau ku lari namun kau tetap datang jua

keranamu chinta tak mampu menahanya ''

Love , Yana ♥

Dedicate My All :)

Dearest all ,

We might not know when our life will end , true ? So I would like to tell you what is in me now .

The unreplaceable part of me :

Ayah : You are the only daddy in this whole wide world , and I love you to death . I might not be the best child you could ever wish to have , but I tried my best to fulfill your wishes . I guarantee you a 3-pointer every semester and I hope to have full grasp of your love until my last blown breath .

Mama : You are ours to share and mine to own . I love you more than everything though I always mess around . You are the best mama and I wont be able to think straight if I loss you .

Akak Lah : I havent seen you in ages . I wish you best of luck in everything you do . I want more nieces rather than nephew , please ?

Abang : For the love of God , please control your weight :P

Waney : God , this is gonna be a long one . You are the craziest sister that I have ever had . Cool , supporting , courage , determine and a lil bit annoying some other kind HAHA . You are the only sister of mine which not marry yet . That makes us close I guess . But soon , I am gonna have to bear the fact that you will marry one day . IF you are to go to London for honeymoon , hello hello , I am like a small fish waiting to be fed here . IF you are going to move to another house , I am going to be the official permanent resident there , sister . and ohh , IF you wondering , yessss , I do miss you . ALREADY .

Love , Yana ♥