2010

4 January - First day class ngantok sangat .

15 January - Yes , AH dah ade internet kat rumah , boleh ym selalu yeay .

23 January - Ohh gaduh terok .

14 February - Bloggie baru lahir yesza .

28 February - The last day text dengan AH fuhhh

11 March - He's taken , pity me .

15 March - A , ure the right person at the right place and time .

14 March - Dapat test CRG and pergh paling 'bagos' markah .

20 March - Yeah , another scar created ! sakit , sfu !

16 April - Final exam , kelam kabot and shit assignment FAR400 .

20 May - Hello eastwear :')

28 May - Hah nfw ? AH text me giving his new num .

7 June - Ok A u just too much , gth .

25 June - Ohh even tak dean list still grateful .

30 June - Last day dekat eastwear , bye peeps .

3 July - Sem 5 , semangat baru , bilik baru and hye ekin .

11 July - Final WCF , go-go Brasil yeah eh salah spain :P

31 July - SAF again , time to run .

3 September - I'm getting old , damn (_ _'') oh and thanks wawa for the day :D

9 September - Happy Eid and go green theme for this year .

19 September - Thanks blackcrowrians for the moment .

11 October - Yeay my last paper horey .
16 October - Spending quality time with A .

21 October - Mama left us :'(

21 November - Spending all day watching VD , psst i love damon .
9 December - Result terok seumur hidup , sekian .

15 December - Feeling bad , too bad ! fml .

22 December - Ohh AH come again with his sweet talking attitude .

26 December - Meet WS after 2 years ohhh imy .

Love , Yana ♥

Minda Manusia Yang Pelik

Past . Sometimes I'm not proud of it . Sometimes I wish I could erase it with just a snap of my fingers . Sometimes I felt embarrased whenever people brought it up . Sometimes I wish I have more money to pay people to shut up . I cannot pretend that they never happened . I'm sorry . You are not the same , not at all . I love you genuinely and straight from the heart . I never intended to see you compare or feel second-graded . To those who it may concern , I adore you and I wish to take care and be taken care of by you . What happened in the past of yours and mine are now beyond our power . With God's will , this will all remain the same , Insyaallah :') And please stop encourage me to remember the PAST .

Love , Yana ♥

How I Wish

Love , Yana ♥

Syukran A

hari ini happy sangat . i just got a message from cik amani saying that i got A- for LAW485 . ohhh thank god , ALHAMDULILLAH :) memang mulemule sedey bile dapat tahu kene repeat paper tuh , fik siap call aku pagipagi just nak tanye result aku . tup tup system error , okay still ade harapan aku tak payah repeat paper tuh but then aku still cuak sebab aku perlu dapat at least A- untuk dapat gpa yang cantek . and alhamdulillah again , i achieved A- and yeay horey !

Love , Yana ♥ 

Bangi's Walkway

yessza :) morning ? oh salah dah malam sekarang . aku penat sangat beberape hari lepas sebab keluar straight 4 hari . ohh yess , sebagai seorang yang malas dan suke tido aku memang betol2 rase penat . sehari selepas agenda keluar berturut2 aku spend a day just laying on my bed sambil tengok glee * terpakse tengok glee sebab vampire diaries yang baru tak keluar2 lagi :( ohh rindu yang mendalam dekat damon . huh ?! okay enough crapping grr .

actually post neh adalah sebab aku nak post gambar aku meet up dengan farihah and nadia yang dah lame giles kitorang tak spend time samesame . walaupon farihah tu study dekat ukm yang mana dekat giler dengan umah aku * tak sampai 10 minit . and nadia yang samesame study dengan aku kat s.alam * satu faculty lagi okay . tapi disebabkan aku seorang yang sangat popular dan mereka masing2 ade komitment menyebabkan kitorang dah lame tak berbuat aksi lucah bersama :) 

we all jumpe around pukul 2 petang , tu pon setelah aku bersungguh piat mate supaya boleh bangun . farihah datang rumah aku and we all lunch kat aneka selera * kedai abang handsome aww . then heading to alamanda and tengok cerita TRON YANG BESH GILES BAGI AKU ! haha jarang jep perempuan emosi and jiwang seperti aku suke cerita tron ! tapi taktau kenapae tron neh besh sangat * 15 star aku kasi :)) after that , we all singgah ukm , solat , mandi * tapi aku tak mandi lahh :S then heading to uptown pulak lepas makan kenyangkenyang kat village view yang ramai waiter lelaki . hey hey bangi pon ade uptown yee , besar jugak and tak crowded macam s.alam , me likey ! lepas neh harihari nak bawak mama datang uptown supaya aku dapat pau mama beli satu jeans kelabu yang exactly macam nadia beli aritu hehehehe . penat giler tapi aku gagah kan jugak nak teman farihah beli mekdi and we all jumpe abang aw yang cari gaduh dengan farihah ! haha dan2 die yang jage order tuhhh . lepas tuh aku balik uma tepat pukul 1 pagi . mengantok tahap babeng ! teros aku zzzz .

Love , Yana ♥

The Worst Holiday Ever

1. I spend my holidays without mama because she's visiting akak at Cardiff .
2. I am officially broke since I just have RM50 in my account .
3. I missed the ASC program for the some reason :"(
4. I had a fight with someone .
5. I cannot work during this sem break cause I have to take care of ayah .
6. I do a lot of bad things which I rather to kept to myself what it is .
7. I lied to few person which I concern the most :S
8. I got the worst result ever .
9. I have to wait for my real result as there are problem with the system .
10. I have to do so many things by my self .
11. I just keep repeat the boring routine at home .
12. I don't do much hang out with my friends .
13. I became so angry and senseless person because I am all alone .
14. I hit the gate in front of my house .
15. I just realized that my boyfriend and I didn't have much chemistry .


Please , I need someone to talk to .  * please ignore my grammatical errors since I just cannot think straight :'(

Love , Yana ♥

Marah Sangat

im angry

everything is not right

urghh bongok !

tade mood dah nak tulis apeape

aaaa fulstop !

Love , Yana ♥

Send You Back ?

history .

it's not something u can simply delete .

there's no delete button , no F5 , no backspace .

all u can do is remember and ignore and hope things will work out your way .

Love , Yana ♥

Lesson To Learn

semester 1 lesson : adikadik , friends and whoever it may concern , please do well in tests and quizzes to maintain your carrymark . it is the part that u have to focus more in order to get a good gpa . trust me , ive experienced before . once ure not perform in your carrymark , it will effect directly in your final ! be prepared in test 1 and test 2 :)

semester 5 lesson : adikadik , friends and whoever it may concern , please keep writting during final . even if u dont know exactly your point still u should not leave it blank . crap whatever u think related to the answer . try hard to think and push your self during answering . dont be so dependable on your carrymark :)

so kuncup , for the upcoming semester , please balance it well . either carry mark or final , both are important ! keep working darl , i know i can improve :)

Love , Yana ♥

Our Souls To Take

kejadian adalah pada 9 december 2010 tapi post ini telah di-delay sehingga ke hari ini . mungkin sebab kemalasan yang melanda author semakin menjadi-jadi bile cuti hanya tinggal seminggu lagi hehe . atau mungkin sebab author makin hari makin bosan dengan cara penulisan die hingga idea yang di harap tak kunjung tiba . so , kalau entry kali neh berbau agak kebosanan please kindly ignore my writting dan focus pada gambar2 di bawah sahaje :)

kami meet up kat mid velley and macam biase aku lah yang paling lambat . okay guys , aku bukan sajesaje datang lambat tapi sebab abang aku pakai kete and aku takde transpot :( duhh geram but still grateful dapat jugak jumpe u all hehe . cite my soul to take yang korang beli tanpa pengetahuan aku tuh memang kurang menarek ! haha ! walaupon besh farihah kate tapi still aku boleh bagi 4 over 10 jepp :S then , were having cake sempena convocation untuk izyan ! ohh izyan , happy graduation day ! i am looking to grade with u 2012 nanti yeay ! same goes with the others :) tapi bole grade ngan izyan & leen jewp sebab same uni haha :D were having fun as usual , gelak tak hentihenti , biase lah , black crows bersatu haha . im all tired and arrived home at 9 since i went to my sis office and wait for her ;)

Love , Yana ♥

Tumblr

apesal tah tumblr makin hari makin siodddd

24/7 tabley bukak

aku dahh gian sangat2 neh nak bertumblr !

bengang yang melampau

kawan2 aku cakap tumblr diorang okay

ahhh takde takde ini takde kene mengena dengan internet or lappy aku

hellooo , im streamyx and toshiba user okeh

superb punye technology haaaa

tumblr babi ! amek kauuu

HAHAHA

Love , Yana ♥

Ohh Miss Cucup

okeh , the entry is specially dedicate to ashireen natasha

she called me CUCUP instead of KUNCUP

and i think i loikeee it :)

omel kan kawan2 ?

Love , Yana ♥

Frienemy ?

A : Hello , there .
B : Yes , hello .

A : Have you met my friend here ?

B : Oh no , not yet .

A : Okay , let me introduce you to my friend .

B : Oh , ok .

A : His name is jealousy . Dont be too friendly with him . He bites and kills and destroys .

B : Well , then . I got to go now .

Let me rephrase , jealousy kills , people .

NEWSFLASH !

If you ever come across jealousy , run away faster than Watson Nyambek . Run , Run , Run !

Love , Yana ♥

Pathetic Me

its a cold night

it almost 5 and i didnt sleep yet

just , i miss you a lot

im sorry for having this feeling

:(

'' kau hadir bila tiba waktunya

tidak di undang tak jua di pinta

walau ku lari namun kau tetap datang jua

keranamu chinta tak mampu menahanya ''

Love , Yana ♥

Dedicate My All :)

Dearest all ,

We might not know when our life will end , true ? So I would like to tell you what is in me now .

The unreplaceable part of me :

Ayah : You are the only daddy in this whole wide world , and I love you to death . I might not be the best child you could ever wish to have , but I tried my best to fulfill your wishes . I guarantee you a 3-pointer every semester and I hope to have full grasp of your love until my last blown breath .

Mama : You are ours to share and mine to own . I love you more than everything though I always mess around . You are the best mama and I wont be able to think straight if I loss you .

Akak Lah : I havent seen you in ages . I wish you best of luck in everything you do . I want more nieces rather than nephew , please ?

Abang : For the love of God , please control your weight :P

Waney : God , this is gonna be a long one . You are the craziest sister that I have ever had . Cool , supporting , courage , determine and a lil bit annoying some other kind HAHA . You are the only sister of mine which not marry yet . That makes us close I guess . But soon , I am gonna have to bear the fact that you will marry one day . IF you are to go to London for honeymoon , hello hello , I am like a small fish waiting to be fed here . IF you are going to move to another house , I am going to be the official permanent resident there , sister . and ohh , IF you wondering , yessss , I do miss you . ALREADY .

Love , Yana ♥

How's That ?

What is my passion ? Some people , it's basketball , or piano , or guitar . Passion to me is a thing we do when we're down to search for ourself again . I dont know what's mine . I like a lot of things , but I'm not sure if it's a passion or not .

All of us want everyone's life but ours . I want my friend's life . How I envy her . Stay there , I'm cominggg HAHAHA :D

Love , Yana ♥

Hang Out

okeh , i just lack of idea to write since im on semester break

just like shireen said '' sem break only makes people senseless ''

so i would put the picture here rather than lots of writting

actually , we plan on midnite movie

badly , its FULL and we decide to karaoke

:)

Love , Yana ♥ 

Itchy Mood Is On

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES

currently im so addicted with this tv series

i dont believe that i finished all the 30 episode in 3 days

gahhh im being crazy with these vampires thingy

btw , proudly said that im fall for the antogonis character in this series

DAMON SALVATORE

ohh he's just like the man that i adore most duhh

good looking , impatient , stronger , humor ,ego , loving

how i wish to be ELENA right now (-_-'')

Love , Yana ♥

Meet The New Me

i have deleted some of my previous post

i have changed my blogspot layout

i have changed some of my gadgets

i have changed most of the pictures

the reason is , im just having fun haha

remembering the past is a NO

i move on already , cool ha peeps ?

gyeahh !

hey , hello there

meet the new me *grinningggg

Love , Yana ♥

Ps : Take Care

I've read a blog that my friend recommended me to read .

It's about a 16 years old cute girl losing his bf ,

and how lonely she's been living since his bf died in a car accident .

I'm glad to have you ,

and I cant even imagine if I'm in her shoes ohh-nope !

I'm afraid of losing man .

So please , drive safe and take a good care of your health .

Love , Yana ♥

Should I Or Shouldn't I ?

I am considering to delete focus more on my TUMBLR rather than my blogspot.

What do u think guys ?

Love , Yana ♥

Selendang



Love , Yana ♥

Can You Make It , Kuncup ?

okeh , this is just a short post of mine . sebab konon2 nak study far lah kejap lagi hehe . i just wanted to said that im disappointed with my self . i have wasted my study week . nice examination schedule is not helping at all . and now im regret after i done badly my first paper . i want to get first class honoured when im graduate on july 2012 . i should score this sem since its the only way to cover up my CGPA . can i make it , friends ? still have 5 papers and i should MUST put all effort on it .

- fullstop -



im continue studying for discoming paper . wish me luck peeps !

Love , Yana ♥

Have You Ever Think To Be Someone Else ?

i want to be my ex's current girlfriend , can ha ?

please cupid , make my wish come true .

sincerely by ,

desprete me .

Love , Yana ♥

Gimme Strength

can anyone teach me how to make all people around me satisfied ?

i have try my best , im sorry for everything !

Love , Yana ♥

Lets Talk About Careless Mistake !

okay . i know the title obviously cliche .

everyone make careless mistake , isn't it ?

but this one different , err i dont know whats the different actually just urghh !

I JUST HATE WHEN I DO CARELESS MISTAKESSSSS .

especially during my exam .

it will effect my carry mark , indirectly my gred as well . *sobs

i was study for the whole 2 days before but still i do the mistakes.

benci giler weh . aku tak nampak item tuh .

padahal dah CLEARLY kot tulis kat situ , takde additional information pulak !

arh , down sangat !

some more , cincin blackcrow aku hilang tadi , bengang nyeee :(

Love , Yana ♥

Way To Release

bukan semua benda yang kite nak akan jadi according to plan . so , tak boleh lah nak salahkan orang lain , tepuk dada tanya lah diri sendiri . aku sedar aku bukan perfect macam angle yang dalam komik gempak tuh , tapi aku rase aku ade hak nak pertahankan hak aku . that is not even my fault and u cant put the blame on me . and stop get into others people business please , can ah ?

Love , Yana ♥

Morninggg

say hello to my HECTIC week !

 Love , Yana ♥

Beraye With Blackcrowrian's



There was slightly changes that us made this year . Instead of berbuka puase beramai-ramai like we used to do as for previous year , we meet up at sakinah's house during raya ke7 . Im a bit excited since I never been there before . Keluar rumah at 10 then waiting for izyan , sheriel and atiyah at kl central . After that , we move on to setiawangsa and wait for bella to pick up us . Tapi kau lambat sejam bella ohh *mane sundae kami ye bella (-_-'') . Lepas makan , borakborak , snap picta then atiyah's house turn pulak . Everyone looks tired already . Makan , transfer picta then everyones going home .

 







 

Love , Yana ♥

Sweet - Dream

I have this super sweet dream few days back ,
I wish that dream can stay with me ,

But yeahh ,

Dream will just fade when you wake up the next morning ,

Thank you for dropping by at least in my dream,

I miss you a lot .

Love , Yana ♥

Here I Come Johore & Malacca

selamat hari raya everyone :)

i guess all of us enjoying this raya celebration for us

but still we used to went back to johore & malacca

here , some shoot which i manage to take before balik kampung yehuu

Love , Yana ♥

Raya Datang Lagi ...

yehuuu , raye datang lagi ! so happy eid mubarak for every Muslim in the world ! first day of raya , we will be at our lovely , sweet home , bandar baru bangi then move on to batu pahat afterword go to melaka . second day of raya , we will be back home haha :D this year , no freedom cuz too much assignment (-_-'')

by the way , for those wishes either thru fb , call or even text THANK YOU so much munchie ! sorry i cant reply cuz been busy for the raya's preparation *winkwink . so here , i wish all of u have a nice day and ingatlah mereka yang tersahyanggg *blupblupblup

Love , Yana ♥

Ketumbik ?



ohh ade bijik dalam mate ! bernanah pulak eyuu .



Love , Yana ♥

Semak Samun

Oohh sangat semak blog saye neyh. Da lame giler tak update, finally today i got chance to update my bloggie. This is giving me high satisfaction. Hahaha. Well life is pretty hectic this past few weeks. Uni life as you all know need a 100% commitment. So yeah, I cant play around often enough, surfing the net world like I used to do.

Raya break is damn near lah, ohh cant wait to have two weeks of sweet escape (^^). But along the way, I need to suffer first. Test and quizzes are on the run. I dont even have enough sleep. 4 papers for 2 days are not okay for me. Horm ~

But, its okay for me as long as everything is well manage :)

FIGHTING KUNCUP, XOXO !  

 

Love , Yana ♥

Saf 2010

this saf is unpredictable :

• tarik tali is something that i never thought i will involved
• we got two handball players who plays in state in our team gyeah :)
• i got the best ever jersey in a green colour *ohh im a green froggy !
• sport rec didnt won gold medal ?
• clean-sheet siaaa *hidungkembang
• training was freaking relaks this time
• sad , hafiz not joining us this time :(



girl's team gambatte go-go



in line everybody , 1 2 3 and smileee



streching tarik nafas kuatkuat ye



boy's team horayy



aina , yana , kuncup , three power puff girls

Love , Yana ♥

Aaaduh

ohh, rindu lah

berkepuk-kepuk

Love , Yana ♥

Heading Back To Shah Alam

I spent my day just laying around in my room.

I lock myself there till 1630.

Then i go down stairs sitting on my lazy chair and surfing the net till 1830.

Im way too lazy to get up and move around.

I dont even took my lunch or dinner today.

Feel like wanna spend this last few hours just being at my home.

Im heading back to shah alam in 2 hours from now.

Im a bit weird today.

There's so many things are running through my mind.

Way way way too lot !

Love , Yana ♥

Terharu

 

sedey la mber pat kje nk resign kamis nie..coz die nk continue study blek..nt da xde hepy2 lg mcm biase g...huhuhu..p ape2 pn hepy2 slalu t0k die....jgn sdey2 k..thanx 4 alwayz being the true n special frenz dat u ar..i hold our frenzship close... 4 kuncup yg x kembang2 lg..

 

okayh ! ini status member saye kat fb , dua hari before saye berhenti keje. oh-oh amat terharu :) gonna miss u guys , till we meet again ! lots of love from me <3

Love , Yana ♥

Go-Go Brasil Go

i guess u guys out there know what im trying to say

ive been addicted to WCF since two last day

because of my brother at home

and he's encourage me to watch WCF this year

and im support for BRASIL

go-go-go BRASIL

Love , Yana ♥

Cool By Gwen

It's hard to remember how it felt before

Now i found the love of my life

Passes things get more comfortable

Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles

It's good to see u now with someone else

And it's such a miracle that u and me are still good friends

After all that we've been through

I know we're cool i know we're cool

We use to think it was impossible

Now u call me by my new last name

Memories seem like so long ago

Time always kills the pain

Remember harbor boulevard

The dreaming days where the mess was made

Look how all the kids have grown

We have change but we're still the same

After all that we've been through

I know we cool i know we cool

Yeah i know we cool

And i'll be happy for you

If u can be happy for me

Circles and triangles

Anf now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend

So far from where we've been

I know we cool i know we cool

Yeahhh

 

Love , Yana ♥